Happy Calm (?) Coffee
July 23, 2021 (+) / 3:21 p.m. / Right now, I have a lot of energy. I am watching over my grandmother’s apartment while she and her daughters—my mother and my aunt—travel to the mountains.
Maybe it’s the coffee, but I am super positive. Too positive. I feel like there is pure energy beneath my skin. I want to read everything in the world; I want to write everything in the world; I want to call everyone up and talk for hours; I want to edit all the law firm press releases in the world (I’m currently working virtually, and there is downtime).
I spoke with my friend in India about my mental issues. He theorizes I may have bipolar or schizotypal personality disorder, though I am not going to self-diagnose. That would be rash. Rather, I am going to continue taking my Wellbutrin, because it helps with my depression and anxiety.
Song/Mood: “Somewhat Damaged” by Nine Inch Nails
(Transferred to Medium on July 31, 2021)