WordsOctober 11, 2021 ([+]/-)/ 12:12 p.m./ I know I haven’t written in a while. I’ve been preoccupied. Since my last entry, I’ve been fairly…Oct 11, 2021Oct 11, 2021
No AnswerOctober 1, 2021 (-) / 8:33 p.m. / Today I felt depressed. When I got home, my mother kept prodding me — wanting to know why I wasn’t…Oct 2, 2021Oct 2, 2021
BirthdaySeptember 28, 2021 (blank) / 11:22 a.m. / Today is my birthday; I am one year closer to being six feet under. I know, I know, I should be…Sep 29, 2021Sep 29, 2021
Baby BirdsSeptember 23, 2021 (-) / 10:05 a.m. / I know I haven’t written in a while. My apologies — I’ve been lacking. Being consistent can be…Sep 23, 2021Sep 23, 2021
Human WreckageSeptember 14, 2021 (-) / 8:08 a.m. / I do not want to go to work. I do not want to go outside. I do not want this.Sep 15, 2021Sep 15, 2021
MedicationSeptember 13, 2021 (-) / 2:22 p.m. / I haven’t written in a while, I know. So, here’s a quick update: I spoke to a psychiatrist, and she…Sep 13, 2021Sep 13, 2021
Labor DaySeptember 6, 2021 (-) / 10:36 a.m. / I feel guilty about yesterday. Something came over me and I ordered a #1 with bacon and cheese from…Sep 6, 2021Sep 6, 2021
Happy DepressedSeptember 4, 2021 (+/[-]) / 7:02 a.m. / Since my last entry, I have been… happy? But not a positive happy. As in, I’ve been able to talk…Sep 5, 2021Sep 5, 2021
I Can’t (Meeting w/ the Psychologist via Zoom [V])September 1st, 2021 (-) / 5:10 p.m. / Today was my fifth Zoom meeting with the university psychologist and probably the last; I have an…Sep 1, 2021Sep 1, 2021
Good News (Low Mood)August 31, 2021 (+/[-]) / 4:04 p.m. / I learned today that there is an opening at the apartment complex I applied to last June, and the…Aug 31, 2021Aug 31, 2021